distopia

'미래의 학교'라는 다큐멘터리를 봤는데 너무 무서웠어.
2030년엔 두뇌에 칩을 꽂기만 하면 영어를 할 수 있고
기계가 인간을 뛰어넘어 기계와 인간이 합쳐지고
나노로봇이 핏줄 속을 돌아다니면서 건강을 관리해준다더라.
믿거나 말거나.

난 싫다.
2030년이면 난 마흔살 밖에 안 될텐데.
그런 세상에서 살고싶지 않아.

정말로 그런 일들이 벌어진다면
난 외딴 섬을 사서 늙은 사람들이랑 원시적이게 살거야.

it's raining

it's about 01:15 am
it's raining

i wanna go out and get showered


but the rain stopped :(

Hmmm....

What's opened minded parenting?

I don't wanna get married that easily.

But i do wanna have kids & raise them.

Ya i know it's not easy, but i really wanna do some ideal parenting.

Well...my parents are good people.

They're quite open minded compared to other obsessive, agressive and disgusting typical Korean parents. and i'm lucky to have them as my parents.

Some people might say they're open minded because of some of the decisions i made in the past, like transferring school, working as an AD of a weird, sexually intense and violent film though i was a minor, withdrawing from school...etc.

But what's the big deal of the aformentioned things?

i don't think my parents are very very open minded.

Of course i want them to be, but i dont grudge about it.

Yet, sometimes it's really hard to live with my mommy and daddy

'cause i'm really like... free-minded, avant-garde, weird....

and my mommy and daddy are just normal people...human beings.

yes we do love each other, but it's a bit hard.

some people tell me i'm 4-dimensional.

yes maybe. maybe not.

MEMOIRS

다영 피아노 학원
바보 아저씨
봄동슈퍼
로손 -> 7 Eleven (컵라면과 자이리톨)
동구빌라
복명 초등학교
우체국
용지아파트
창도장식
온누리 약국
범물시장
꼬레아 베이커리
초이스 영어학원
인형방
공주병 옷집
김밥마을
피카츄 돈까스
베타학원
베타학원 앞 포장마차에서 팔던 풀빵, 떡고치, 떡볶이, 핫도그
BBQ
BBQ 옆 서점, 그 앞에 춥파춥스 자판기
포장마차
제우스 노래방
우방미진아파트
범일초등학교 부근 문구점
아폴로
빨아먹는 초코
테이프껌
크로키장
붓펜
유부초밥 싸들고 바이올린
바이올린 선생님
나비무용
어떤 남자애가 밟아서 부서진 내 붓
도란문구
초록문구
복명문구
복명문구 옆 봉봉
시장 부근에 봉봉
봉봉할머니와 달고나, 소세지, 포켓몬스터 진화표 코팅한 것
철권
흥부네 정육점
두부가게
목양교회
한백교회
풍성한 교회
동사무소
만민반점
삼화만두우동
심상곤네 짜장면집
임효빈네 슈퍼
꿈돌이 선교원
노랜색 간판 공인중개사
이바구
U2
동화백화점
정다정네 익스프레스
장민정이 다니던 도예하는 곳
복어찜 전문점
지산제일교회
지산제일약국
지산제일주유소
성덕교회
예솜병과
신호빌라
우방랜드
빨간지붕 피자헛
CreART
어린이 공원
신우유통
동일교회
신은교회
반야월교회
우방 아파트
범일초등학교
범일중학교
타두리
한배 사무실
사랑채
천하일품
노다지
술깨는 사탕 자판기
엑슨밀라노
엑슨밀라노 주차권
PUMA
하늘담은집
지산제일교회 앞 구제 힙합 옷집
우노피자-> 이노피자 -> 모피코트집
이노피자에서 조해원 생일

sadness

환상 속의 조우는 나를 조금 슬프게 한다.

만날 수 없는 사람을 꿈에서 만나게 된다.

낡은 기억 조각이 나를 자꾸 외롭게 한다.

DURAN DURAN

I accidentally got a Duran Duran's album POP TRASH. I thought it was a very old one, but it was released in 2000 (I was 8 then). The music was not as good as I expected, but it was okay. I like HALLUCINATING ELVIS the best, 'cause it feels like you're really hallucinated, haha. Well... POP TRASH MOVIE was also good. But HALLUCINATING is much much better.

I was hallucinating Elvis

Hawaii to Las Vegas

Special Treatment all the way

Maya Banno

I watched a crazy, funny, avant-garde, hilarious, delirious, fantastic and exciting Japanese film called The Taste of Tea (茶の味). It is about a weird family, and this girl has a very important role in the film. A big figure of herself appears everywhere she goes, but she becomes able to get rid of it by herself.

And... I really LOVE, LOVE, LOVE this girl named MAYA BANNO. She's so adorable and extremely pretty & cute. She's very good in acting, too. She doesn't overact just like other children actors/actresses. Though her character in the film was quite different with other typical little girl characters, she could be the character and act without any awkwardness.

I wanna meet this girl someday:)

I need to practice speaking Japanese!

SOMETIMES, YOU GOTTA BE NEGATIVE (-)

'CAUSE IT'S MARVELOUS, MYSTICAL & FANTASTIC!

WANNA GET KISSED?

MMMMMMWWWAAAAAAAAA!

MUAH :D

IT'S ME

when i was 15

MOSAIC

LISA LOEB

lonely people listen to Lisa Loeb?

i like her songs anyway

i got this lovely album from Astroplus

and it was, oh, my goodness, only about P100 or P150 something

WANNA RUN AWAY

WHAT?????

i had been like this before

but now, it's quite different

i feel so stuffy

and sad

it's a bit dangerous

when you are all alone at 00:57

and only a cup of tea is beside you

00:29

HI, IT'S ME.

I LOVE MYSELF.

BUT I'M NOT AN EGOIST OR A MEGALOMANIAC.

I JUST LOVE BEING MYSELF.

BEING JUST AS I AM.

BUT THERE ARE SOME PEOPLE WHO ARE BUGGING ME,

BEGGINING ME TO BE LIKE THE WAY THEY WANT ME TO BE(??????????)

NO, NO, NO.

NO THANKS.

THANK YOU, BUT I DON'T REALLY CARE.

I DON'T CARE AT ALL.

IT'S QUITE SAD TO SEE HOW PEOPLE ARE NARROW-MINDED.

I'M NOT BLAMING ANYONE, I'M JUST SAYING THAT IT'S SAD. IT'S REALLY SAD.

WELL, A NORMAL PERSON SEES ABOUT 180 DERGREES IN THE RANGE OF VIEW (I SEE ABOUT 360 DEGREES, HA!) . SO, PEOPLE THINK WHAT THEY SEE IS EVERYTHING.

O' FRIENDS, BE THREE-DIMENSIONAL.

Hana Makhmalbaf

HANA MAKHMALBAF

Hana Makhmalbaf (Persian: حنا مخملباف ) is an Iranian filmmaker born in 1988. She is the younger sister of filmmaker Samira Makhmalbaf and daughter of filmmaker and filmteacher Mohsen Makhmalbaf. Her first short film was shown at the Locarno Film Festival in Ticino, Switzerland when she was eight years old. Her first full film was in 2003 and entitled Joy of Madness. The film is a documentary about the making of Samira's At Five in the Afternoon. Hana was able to take advantage of being only 14 to amass much candid digital footage when Samira was trying to persuade Afghani people to take part in her film. The disadvantage was that she was nearly forbidden from being at its premier at the Venice Film Festival. This is because the film was unrated and Italy has rules concerning minors attending unrated films. Her first feature film, Buddha Collapsed out of Shame won an award at Festival du nouveau cinéma in Montreal, Canada in 2007, as well as two awards from San Sebastian International Film Festival, Spain.

(From Wikipedia)

Buddha Collapsed out of Shame

Isn't she amazing?

She involved in filmmaking at the age of 8.

I wanna buy Buddha Collapsed out of Shame DVD so badly.

It's available here↓

http://www.amazon.co.uk/Buddha-Collapsed-Shame-Hana-Makhmalbaf/dp/B001DJ6KEC

HEY, NOW!

wait and see